I want to live darkly & richly in my femaleness...

I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically--in whom feelings are much stronger as reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I cannot transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication... in ecstasy... satifying the constant craving and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape one way or another. No more walls.